I'm feeling really content recently, it might even be bursts of pure happiness. I don't know if it's the sun or people around me, but I feel great.
I can talk about things I couldn't before, I can sleep at night. I can read my favourite books and do my favourite things again.
I've come to the realisation that I don't hate all those people who collectively, left me feeling crumpled and low - I let those people do that to me. Instead I pity their need to do that to people, they've got their own problems.
So here I am, content and myself again.